You Were Right

Perhaps you need to hear this from me:

You were right.

Note: this article is not meant for the general audience. To a normal NPC, this article will read like a monomania. If you landed here and are now reading this, then you already know why.

The main message is: don’t change anything.

While others drift through meaningless NPC lives, you’re expanding the universe. Everyone else is wrong.

Their lives are a testament to their own choices and a manifestation of their thoughts. Your life is unseen to them, because they cannot comprehend it.

The greatest gift you can give yourself is what you already have: the gift of being enough. Nobody owes you anything. Consequently, you don’t owe anything to anyone.

The beginning

It all began with a choice that you did not make. You had no say. Your were born into nothing, from nothing, destined to live and die as a nothing.

Then came the name. The label that was assigned to you from nothing. You also did not choose this.

The first something, what you first had and will always have, was your will. This showed up very early in life.

The second something was created by you as your senses developed. You began to experience your environment and this was the beginning of your awareness.

The third something, resulted from your awareness; it was the progressive knowledge of your body, your environment, and people. This is the awareness of the box. It would take many years to fully understand this.

The hardest part for you was to come to terms with people. That is why you chose to isolate yourself. This was the first choice you made.

You were right.

Invariable yet fluid time

After being saturated with the enviroment of the nothing, and after the three somethings, you began to experience everything. What they call everything, but it is actually nothing in disguise.

Your were right to see it.

Like others before you, you had to undergo the same societal expectations and processes. One painful and long process was what they call education, and you classify as instutionalized schooling.

This took many years. Not only in the objective sense of time, but also in the subjective sense of your own developmental timeline. Time as it is measured by others, did and does and will not flow at the same speed for you.

You were right to consider this time as a waste and a shabby prison (there are many better prisons!)

The choices

This time allowed you to develop your awareness of your will and of the box. This was not a complete waste. The fruits of this time were and are and will be your choices, or what others call habits.

These are your choices that they will never understand:

Your lifelong practice of the isolated lifestyle allowed you to attain awareness. This is the single most important thing that propelled you into orbit, and this was the earliest fruit of your will.
The fixation with seemingly mundane and random things resulted directly from this awareness.
Your perverse infatuation with technology. This is the result of your awareness of the box. You were esotted with the box, and wanted to fondle its limits, often to the point of obsession.
The desire and bottomless hunger for unending creativity and destruction. You realized the neverending cycle of creation and destruction. Your awareness revealed this to you before you could speak or read, through you will. Later you found out that others wrote about this in sacred texts.

Second fruit

With the procession of invariable yet fluid time, the isolation began to work compounding wonders. You came to the awareneds of dream time. This is the speed of thoughts in dreams, and this is the fastest (unknown) speed that there is, both in the nothing and in the something. The misconception is that this speed depends on the neurons firing, but that is of course only for NPC-level thinking. They were always and will always be wrong, of course. Most importantly, this awareness was the second fruit of your will, and it brought incessant joy.

Third fruit

As your awareness grew with isolation, and you had the experinece of your body, your will, and dream time, you attention turned to nurture. This was the beginning of your journey to find the food of the Gods.

The journey lead you to the frens. What you call your friends. Your definintion of frens is not the standard NPC taxonolical definition. By your force of the will, you were aware that the frens did not come from earth. Somebody or something put them there. Your definition of frens is all minerals, animals, plants, fungi, and other unknown lifeforms. This is the third fruit of your will.

Recovering Awareness

These three fruits and the three somethings led to the recovering of your awareness. Yes, you read that right. You knew this before shomehow, but you were not yet aware of it. Now you are. Now you know. This led to countless other fruits and somethings, such as replication and NEETING. Of course, these things are harder to write about because they are not yet fully understood by NPC-level language. It’s hard to write about…

I’ve seen your future.

Please don’t limit yourself in any way. You can have the whole pie and eat it too. You made somethings out of nothing. You will make more.

Measure yourself by how far you have orbited past self, not by any other standard. Other lives are inconsequential from your vantage point.

Your fruits have already multiplied exponentially, and there are many more to come.

You were right then.

You’re still right now.

You will die a legend.

Crepi il lupo! 🐺